I wrote this story for our diversity newsletter, and it received some attention from our PC training director who wants to publicize it. Unfortunately, I was not able to upload pictures of Meg without having them being sideways. Maybe someday they'll find their place here.
My name is Anastasia, and I am a 1st
–year Agriculture volunteer. I’m stationed in Western Region, in a little
village surrounded by cocoa groves. I am a naturalized American citizen, and what
makes me unique is that a Peace Corps volunteer played a prominent role in my
education, back when I still lived in my native country, Kazakhstan.
Me circa 1995 |
Peace Corps Kazakhstan started its mission in 1993, and
volunteers participated in such programs as Community Development, Education, Health
and HIV/AIDS and Youth Development not only in small towns and villages, but
also in big cities like mine, Almaty. Many moons ago, right after the collapse
of the Soviet Union, Peace Corps English teachers started to frequent my high
school – an austere concrete building with rusty monkey bars sticking out in a
deserted playground.
I remember one volunteer very clearly. Her name was Meg, and
she was from Chicago (later on I had to find it on the world map, which was
wall-papered in my room). During lessons, she used old issues of Rolling Stone and SPIN and snapshots of her friends to teach us such important
and exotic-sounding words and expressions as “awesome,” “mashed potatoes,” and
“cool stuff.” She had curly hair, bright smile and clear voice. To us, teenage
“lost generation” of the 90s, she was very cool. She was also very brave.
Coming to a crumbling post-Soviet republic half the world away to live in an
old apartment, take a rickety exhaust-spewing bus around the city to teach a
bunch of gloomy teenagers in a gloomy unheated classroom took a lot of bravery,
sense of humor, and determination.
Looking back, I realize how lucky I was to have Meg as a
teacher. Not only did I have an awesome* opportunity to speak English with “a
real American” (as many of us would proudly tell our families), she also showed
us her own version of America, which differed from Hollywood movies, music
videos and commercials that flooded our ascetic media channels. Meg’s lessons
helped me to improve my English and gave me enough confidence to apply for a
coveted foreign exchange program, as well as college and, later on, graduate
school.
Thanks to those Rolling
Stone magazines read in our unheated classroom, I am a Peace Corps volunteer myself… My experience is very different
from Meg’s: instead of living in a big post-Soviet city surrounded by mountains,
I live in the African bush surrounded by cocoa farms. On a typical day I fetch
water from the well, go to the farm with a cutlass, hand-wash my clothes, take
a nap in the shade, greet neighbors and let local kids draw on my courtyard
walls with crayons. However, based from our correspondence (we still keep in
touch), both Meg and I have similar emotional ups and downs, little victories,
frustrations and epiphanies. Back in Kazakhstan, Meg also felt different (even
though her shade of skin was the same as ours). She also craved American foods
(which is why she sends me care packages now). Moreover, she didn’t think that
her presence at our school made any difference in our lives (it did!). And even
though I’ve only been serving for less than a year, I am hoping that my
presence in the community will also make a small-small impact – even if it is
teaching a local kid to draw or speak a little English (other than the
sing-songy “I am fine, how are you?” chant).
We are also a
family now – a Peace Corps family. I am honored to be part of this great
legacy, and passionate about its mission which, for me, started about 20 years
ago when one sunny but cold winter day Meg came to our classroom, smiled and
started talking to us in American English with her clear voice.
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*Thanks, Meg.
Thank YOU! I blushed a lot and got tears in my eyes while reading this, and am so humbled by your words. The funny thing is that I feel like you had just as much - if not more - of an impact on me. You and other students helped me to learn about local culture, history, and frankly, about myself and my own identity. I am forever changed by my experience and by the people I came to know during my service. Such a lovely and touching post. xo - - Meg
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